In the autumn of 2003, I found my entire life utterly destroyed in a few days, and I was dragged, kicking and screaming into the abyss, while I frantically tried clinging to straws on the way down.
While lost in this abyss, I was forced to look at everything in my life with brutal honesty.
I was not the nice, caring spiritual person I thought I was.
I had spent 35 years in pursuit of truth:
practicing yoga
meditating
acquiring knowledge
I assumed I was on the right track.
I was not.
Instead, what I saw was a:
selfish
manipulative
deceitful person
with many agendas.
I was a:
scarred
traumatized
fearful
angry
resentful person
hiding behind a false persona, that I somehow thought was real.
Yes, it was a very rude awakening.
I described it in Awakening is a Destructive Process.
When you pull back the curtain on all of the illusions, what you find is quite preposterous.
It is so absurd, so far removed from what we perceive as reality, that not many people would ever believe it. It is beyond science fiction.
"The truth is paradoxical to the extent of being exactly contrary to the usual perception."Georges Bataille
Bataille in 1943
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View full-sizeDownload Georges Albert Maurice Victor Bataille (/bɑːˈtaɪ/; French: [ʒɔʁʒ batɑj]; 10 September 1897 – 8 July 1962) was a French philosopher and intellectual working in philosophy, literature, sociology, anthropology, and history of art. His writing, which included essays, novels, and poetry, explored such subjects as eroticism, mysticism, surrealism, and transgression. His work would prove influential on subsequent schools of philosophy and social theory, including post-structuralism.
Consider what actually lies behind that curtain.
Behind the facades we perceive, are truths that are contrary to the perceived realities.
It is not what we think it is.
We have been trapped, enslaved for thousands of years, without us even realizing it.
We are in a labyrinth of illusions, with gate keepers at every step.
Each false light construct can extend through eight dimensions, and also, they are vast in size, each one of them could seem as large as a universe, and yet they are only a tiny fraction of the entire universe.
His realm stretches throughout all of the cosmic dimensions and is vast in scope.
It appears on our planet through the minds of the followers of Jehovah, as they are programmed to believe in his doctrine, they then perceive a world tinted by those beliefs.
There are many religions on this planet and new age doctrinest, so we have many false light realms existing here simultaneously, each generated through the programmed minds of their followers.
etc. and each of those false light realms exists within the same room, each within the programmed minds of the followers.
Each person, through his programmed mind, perceives reality through the filters of his beliefs, and therefore places an overlay of illusions of the false light matrix over the truth.
Each of these false light realms has many levels of their heavens.
In the Puranas, there are many descriptions of the realms of the Hindu gods and goddesses.
There are also descriptions of the seven layers of the realms of the demons.
What the religions and new age call heaven, are all false light constructs, where the souls are given a reprise from the pain and suffering inflicted upon them in their earthly incarnations; pain inflicted by the very god they pray to.
Yet, even in "heaven" the souls are still being fed upon.
Then they are recycled into another body in the Matrix, with a short duration of life; far too short to be able to find their way out of the Labyrinth.
"It is they [Grey aliens] who await in the light when a human being dies.
The human being is then recycled into another body and the process begins all over again…
Hence the Light and Tunnel at death Trap.
Scanning someone they wish to recycle as they near death, the aliens discover who the person was close to has died.
They project the person(s) image in the white light tunnel and the image waves you in deeper.
If you CHOOSE to follow, you can be trapped and sent to another incarnation of their choice… these entities view Earth as a big farm." - Val Valerian Matrix II & Matrix V
"This shows the Empire does have an understanding of the spirit, but it attempts to short this out.
The Light and Tunnel trap is a relatively new device, but one that will fail, and they now know this.
'Go into the Light' say those who have had near death experiences.
They are the salespersons chosen to advertise this alien venture.
NEVER enter that light. Go up, left, back, right or anywhere but there.
The mass media exposure of the Light and Tunnel trap (seen in the film 'Ghost', where the hero willingly enters the glittering trap) is to try to get people to buy the destination."
I agree with what he has described.
We are recycled over and over until we break free.
The light and the tunnel at the time of death are traps.
At this time, the Matrix was established, and we have been trapped here ever since.
If Jesus reopened the gates to freedom, to the true heaven, if he broke the tunnels leading to the false heavens, then the priests closed the gates shortly after he left.
Jesus remarked in the Gospel of Judas, that the god Jehovah that his disciples worshiped, was not his god; that his god was within.